Thursday, September 07, 2006

Lessons learned... again

I find it rather funny that sometimes relearning a thing can be harder than learning it in the first place. The knowledge of what you had learned is all there in your head but somehow you lost it and its meaning. You don't realize that you need to dig it up because it's almost good enough to know that it is in you somewhere, but when this knowledge gets lost, you end up struggling with old issues. Confusion sets in. You refuse to acknowledge it for what it is because you already feel you have the answer. You do have the answer. You just can't feel or believe it. Then one day you read something, or hear someone, or just wake up and your eyes are opened. You remember.